~ Feelings of a teacher who is still a student ~

My year 6 students will be sitting for their UPSR soon ~ I am quite worry about them . Hope all of them will get A s for all subject and can remember what have I taught them .

I hope my students could really remember to pay attention on their weaknesses ...those present tense vs past tense lah , singular and plural lah , countable and uncountable nouns lah , modals lah ~ blah blah blah ... ...

*sigh*~ I have realised how my teachers used to feel since... ...hahahaha

I told my dad about that , and what he said was : " OMG , then when will you really understand how I feel as your dad......I can't believe I have to wait for so long ? "

* perspiring *

My dad ah ... ... Always makes me speechless ....but I did not expect I would answered him : " I won't lah papa , because I never be a male , so I will not understand you FOREVER , so forget it and please dont be sad , God bless ya .... "

*this time dad was speechless *

Hohohohoho ~ See ... I got that from my dad ....always speaks strangely but my dad insists that is a kind of ART ... ...

Erm ...Maybe hahahah

At last , really really hope my students will get grades that they deserved.

Muax to all my students. Undeniable , you all are very cute ,although you all are really mischievious + noisy + dont have disipline + lazy to do every single piece of homework ( OMG sounds so ME ) but you all are still cute ( this sounds so ME too , erm correction ...... "CUTE" is definately my middle name ) in my eyes .

Ahahahahhaha... ... Sorry , although I am a tuition teacher but actually I am still a student too ...LOLx

Finally I have retired since yesterday ~ from JLS ... ...

Although it makes me feel relieve but actually I dont really feel that HAPPY leh ~ Anway , I just wanna say I had fun before to be one of the commitee members in JLS ~ And I love everything about JLS .


ps : hope the new batch will be greater ~ muax

Almost over ~

Last night ~ BON ODORI ( omg and the fire works were so so so so so damn breath-taking)
Hahaha

There was so crowded ~ our JLS was having a haunted house there . I have heard a lot of feedback , some said it was really scary and some say the opposite way . Anyway , for all of us it was a sucess. All of us had put in their effort to make it , included those "GHOST" ,crews , teachers , coupon collectors ,those who were taking care of the Q and KRS members and especially Tara , Sabrena and Michelle who really really really sacrificed the most of their time for this haunted house . I salute them especially to Tara. She is really a tough person . (^^)

Standing infront of them I seem like really tiny , although pysically I am quite big size (fat). HAhahahahHAHAhahah.... kidding ~

I can say that we have earned quite a lot for our society from the haunted house .But of course 40% have to go to the charity . (^^)v
But the remaining part is still quite a lot hahaha.

Anyway , after this , there will be our AGM (last) meeting already. Yay... ... and sob

I am quite happy but somehow at the same time ...I am sad ....I dont feel like willing to leave the society .It was so much fun . But I have to .

I have learned a lot of things there from Pn Kheng , Sensei Ami , president Sabrena , secretary Michelle and event manager Tara and also Adeline etc etc .

*sigh with smile*

Nevermind ~

今天，观赏了《搭错车》。当然，我是在说原装的。

只能拼命的 唉~唉~唉~唉唉~

T_T

哭到~

这种才叫赚人热泪的电影嘛！！呜呜~

想太多~ 哈哈哈~

很多朋友都知道我很喜欢名胜古迹... ... 但是极少人知道原因。其实我自己也不太清楚。

当我在游览古迹时，譬如在槟城的蓝屋，我的头脑就停不下来，万万千千虚构的画面会在我面前飞来飞去，我会融在自己的想象空间里，会非常希望自己可以立刻回到过去，亲自见证以前历史所发生过的种种。

曾经，我在一间老屋里， 想象着那时的封建社会，那间老屋经历过的兴旺，有时我还有点忘我。慢慢的，一个故事就这样从我脑里编出来。

@穿旗袍的女性与民初时代，一位高贵已婚的年轻太太，爱上自己老丈夫与以故妻子的儿子，真心相爱，结果惨遭排挤， 结果人言可畏，当双双决定从此逃离家乡，做对比翼鸟时；懦弱的男方改变初衷，决定顺服父亲，从此不与后妈来往，改娶门当户对的小姐做妻子... ... 年轻太太大受打击，不甘负心汉的背叛，更不愿再呆在那里对着与自己没什么感情的丈夫... ... 情愿远走他方，孤独终老，不幸错脚坠河... ...

@父母双亡，无依无靠的卖茶少女，从废屋角发现一被家人抛弃小男孩，她把他认做弟弟，从此相依为命，命运弄人，弟弟少年不更事，染上赌习，为了帮弟弟还债，不惜被逼嫁给债主之子... ...
被命运锻炼的坚强的她，强忍着泪汗，最终在夫家创出一片天......

@船头搬运男工为养活家里五个弟妹辛勤工作。一次，有人出高价要他帮忙看顾私货，怎知惨遭陷害，被抓入狱， 一家生活 陷入困状。 此时，弟妹们齐心协力找法子赚钱，患难见真情... ...


(0_0)

呃... .... 我好像... ... ... 想太多了... ... ... 感性过头... ...

爸爸：“得空不去读书！！！天天想那些有的没的！！！”
我： :P

QUITE BUSY RECENTLY ~HAIZZZ~

Changing door "earthquake" = my DUSTY room

Today ~ I did not go to school . I was having a terrible headache. Haih~

waaau~ Today ... ... There were 2 guys came to my house to repair ...erm I mean CHANGE my room's door . Why ? Because the lock has spoiled already . Sweat ... ... Like that also need to change the WHOLE door meh ? siao ... ... But they said the door already old till cannot use , so we have to change it.

Anyway , just change ONE small door but somehow my room become really dusty , so is our dining room .

OMG ~ Me and my sister have to wipe everything and anything inside our room (even a piece of paper ) and ....wash those dining room stuffs as well . If others dont know ....they sure thought our house was having what disaster like earthquake or even volcanoe erruption.

Haiz ~tidying my room loh ~ NO CHOICE ... ... What a havocking room leh ~

*cough cough* So dusty ... ... *sneeze sneeze*

I love buffet ~

Yesterday ~
My school was having cross country race . Actually I feel like paticipating but ... ... unfortunately I was selected to do my duty as a traffic warden beside the road . *Sigh*

And so were Ling , Khan and Mei . LOLx .Gosh~It was so hot standing there under the hot sun .

Anyway , I was quite happy yesterday .

Because ~After the cross country race , hehehehe I got to eat buffet for free in Trader's Hotel ~~~ *Weeeee*

hahahahah ~ wasnt it great ?!

YeS ! It was GREAT (at least for me , I love food! )

Heheheheh~ went to Trader's Hotel with 3 pieces of cash voucher and 2 of them were originally belongs to Ling and she decided to share with me . Hahahah~

We were so enjoying with the buffet and well-trained waitress and manager too .
And I will never forget about the dessert !! OMG ~ they were sooo sooo sooo nice . Hahaha~
Both of us are full and we decided to walk around in Prangin Mall since we were so "satisfied".(Good for our digestion.)

Hahahahah~ food ~ I love you ~ hahahahhahax
Anyway I ate a lot yesterday hahahha ~ since it was FREE and NICE.

Owh yah my CUTE aunt , she permed(half corn-perming and curled at the back) my hair for me yesterday , erm but it wasn't for permanent . Once I wash my hair it will come back to my original hair style. haha ~ And I did wash my hair already loh ~

(^_^)V

Ps: Ming , SHu SHu and gang have came back ~ Miss them a lot , without them our class was really so so so so tedious and boring .

REcalling ~The 1st time graduate (form 5)

For me , the graduation nite itself was meaningless . It became meaningful only when we really understand why we were there.

That was the 1st time I dressed-up myself like that , I even set up my hair and had make up on my face .

When I arrived the dinner table . And there were some speeches at 1st . We took pictures with one another . But for me , it was not fun enough without them : Ah Shu , Ming, Kem , Tyng etc.

Until now I am feeling regret that they were not there with us . T_T

Anyway , when we were watching the BIG slideshow about form 5 and form 6 life in SGGS... ...
That moment , actually, was reminding me when I was in form 5 in my previos school ....and the form 5 graduation nite ... ...

Although we did not wear as formal as this time , we did not make up , we did not set our hair , and we did not go to hotel , and there was no buffet , did not have prom queens ... ...

But that was a real one , real graduation nite for me . I could hug my friends as tight as I could . We took pictures with tears and at the same time , smiling.

We sang the same song together again and again ... ... sobbing to each other again and again ... ...
And the most impostant thing was all teachers and students were involving together ... ...

We felt the love , the passion , we were unwilling to seperate with one another although we always said the opposite way that we were happy to leave our previous school but ... ... in fact... I dont think so .

Anyway ... ... form 5 has gone ... ... but the friendship is still somewhere in the air ~
Now I am having my form 6 life instead . A life that is full of challenge and stress as everyone knows .And I have to say , I am glad that I am one the members of my class !!!!!!!!!!!

I love V2 . Our class is the most awesome class ever . I wont forget all of you ~ included Ah Shu , Ming , Theen , Boon , Kem , Ai , Papa and Mama , Ling , Cia, THeng ,XIn Li, Adik and Ah Ji.................................................................................................................................... and those who make our class colourful and "sweat" as well . Hahax ~

MUax~~

~怕怕~

昨天....不！ 是昨晚才对。
第一次， 冒险....竟然晚上差不多八点这样踏巴士去找姑姑。
当然，这之前是在等巴士的。
那时天那么暗了，只有我一个人在那里坐着等巴士... ... 心理毛毛的~~~

怎知~就如往常~老天才没那么放过我！
眼见，一个半疯不颠得印度人走来巴士站这里，他的手和脚很明显的在发抖。凭我的直觉，他是故意装抖的。

他走过来时，我还故意装作忽略他，很小的时候，妈妈就教过我，遇到这些疯子时，最好是不要跟他有什么眼神接触。我已经很尽量了！！！心里真的开始怕起来~
那时只有我一个人耶！！

我紧张得把握的包包握的好紧，手里本来抱着的水罐，也被我换成反手握着，心里暗自告诉自己，要是有什么风吹草动，我不管什么三七二十一，肯定要 “一野pok晕”这个死 “颠佬”！

后来， 他竟然趴在长椅上，这样，他就变得比较靠近我了... ...因为心理压力的缘故，我本能性的坐 得很直，双脚可以说是合并和完完全全的动到地上。凭着这两点，我知道我真的好害怕， 因为据我所知，只有很紧张和心里充满压力时，人的坐姿才会是这样（永远让自己保持随时随地可以站起来逃跑的坐姿）。

那一分钟，对我来说还真难熬，忍不住，看了他一下，我的天，他在瞪着我！！用不到三秒的速度别过脸，不再看他，只是利用自己的眼尾，确保他与我的距离。

我在心中默念：巴士快到好不好，快点到嘛~~

再过一下， 我的手心和额头猛飚冷汗。 哇唠... ... 为什么这个时候没有人陪我？？！！

我忍~我忍~

接下来， 我敏感的感觉到他终于站起来了，我看着他的脚步，他走到长椅的后面，又趴了下来，在地上......继续他的发抖... ...

我也很想抖呢~

幸亏，下一秒，让我期盼已久的巴士 终于！终于！终于 到了！！那时的巴士对我来说等于 救世主！！
上到巴士上，我瞄了那个疯子一下，他站了起来，走掉了，而且，手脚没抖了，很明显，起先是为了要吓我~~

唉... ... 现在想起还心有余悸！！天~

虽然，虽然， 我承认，这样是很“鹌鹑”，可是......一个女人仔， 还是会怕的好吗... ...
唉~~~~~ 幸亏是有惊无险~~~~~~

Some people are brave to love . I think I am not .

Sometimes I really feel envy with those people who have the courage to love someone in 1st sight. They are really brave . They dare to run after what they believe that is good to them. Although there is nobody who tells them so , and there is no guarantee for their love .

I feel envy with those people who can die for their lover just because their heart are touched even for just a second.

For most of us , may be , those kind of people I have mentioned are regarded as silly or blind.
But take another look from the other side , they might be the happiest people in this world . They really look for what they want . They are brave , and never regretted for what they have sacrifice for love .

Some may think that they are not rational , perhaps too emotional.
But , undeniably , we are envy with them . Sometimes when we watch movie , we can even cry for those lovers like that , "Titanic" and "Romeo and Juliet" for instance . We are actually hoping that we can be them , we can be the hero or heroine in the movie . Right ?

Admittedly , I am , I am feeling envy with those people . The main reason is, I couldn't do something like that. I am not brave enough to do that . Or I should say ~there is nobody can make me that brave , at least for now .




Anyway ~ I love you my ... ... ... .. teddy bear !!! ~
:P

hahahahaha~ muax

~DRAMATIC AND RIDICULOUS ~

My world now seems ridiculous . I do know the reason . I do know the best way to solve this .
But , my heart tell me not to move . I dont willing to give up something important .

My life seems like going dramatically .

At 1st , my mom passed away. My dad fought with my aunt (my mom's sisters). And we moved to Penang from KL.

A few years later , surprisingly , me and my sister just knew that we have an ELDER step brother. And a step mom as well .

Yea , you might ask , how come an ELDER step brother then ?

okay let me explain , my dad and my step mom were couples 20++ years ago and then they had my step brother and afterthat they broke up and my dad was married with my mom . After my mom passed away , my dad was lonely and he met my step mom again years later .

AT 1st I liked my step mom I guess , she WAS quite nice to us. Later on I found that she wasn't sincere to us . She just want to ACT like she was nice .
She don't allow us to show our mom's photos , even in our own room.
She always complained to my dad about us . She doesn't like us . And more things she did , but I prefer not to tell . Was not an enjoyable memories anyway .

That time, frankly, I was quite dissapointed with my dad , although I said I was not .

All my friends said that I was like a cinderella . HAhahah... ... Touch wood man .Hello~ My dad is still alive , and anyway he wouldn't have large patrimony for us too . Hahaha.

Okay , what's next ?
I thought that would not be more ridiculous than that .

And in fact ... ... my dramatic fate never stop there . . . . . .

Sigh ~

*to be continued*

等你到白头

今天，忆起这首歌... ...听了很有feel ~ 唉~
问世间情为何物？ 唉~

~等你到白头~

(白发魔女传主提曲）

演唱：巫启贤/彭羚

女︰　不相恋　恨也好　

至少能一生紧记分隔了　

又碰到　

为了多一次分飞

男︰　难道要　等到都白头

　方清楚真想你

难道要

　淒美只因你

合︰　每次思念流泪　

不想再知你是谁 只等某天再重聚　

不必再管这片地 天边悠然远飞

女︰　天与地　浪与星

　从来是分开千里心与痛

　恨与痴　又怎么永缠一起

男︰　难道要　等到都白头　

方可一只一对难道爱

　都也必经过

合︰　创痛失落逃避　

不想再知你是谁 只等某天再重聚　

不必再管这片地 天边悠然远飞

PS: still feeling "lam" (cantonese) LOLx

有机会真得很想再追看白发魔女传-蔡绍芬版

学生与我。

呼~ 刚才做工回来~ 其实本来今天可以很闲的， 两天前还打算睡到天荒地老，海枯石烂为止。
怎知... ... 朋友开到声，就只好帮帮忙咯。开工！
（其实......也是差点睡不醒的。呵呵~）

最后一班的学生是一对孪生，才七八岁。但是，千万别小看们的威力。他们是我教过的学生里年纪最小的。但确实让人很头痛的。本来如果我的身份不是老师的话，我还可以跟他们打成一片。可惜，在做工，要有职业道德。
现在才来感叹，照顾小男孩的酸甜苦辣。何况，他们还是那种有点过动倾向的。
整天就会爬上爬下， 那里的玻璃......也是跟其它的玻璃一样啊！！是透明的！！ 其他同行都用惊讶的眼神望进来。没办法————只好... ... ... 把他们抱下来。 几不好意思... ...

不过今天，谢谢他们的姐姐的一些提示，我掌握到他们的弱点。嘿嘿... ...
汗~ 原来， 对小孩子也要耍心机。
世界多变啊 ~

不过还好啦，至少，有些好笑的回忆。想起上次和Ah Shu 联手教他们量词时，他们竟然讲：“老师，是不是 一‘把’肉？” （其实应该是一块肉）汗到~
我和 Ah Shu 都偷笑耶。没办法，忍不住，虽然很汗，但是还是好好笑。

这样又让我联想到，有一次，我的一位六年级男学生叫我留下来陪他等妈妈，因为妈妈会迟一个小时来，我没那么伟大，况且他平时很调皮，处处为难我，我就说有事做，走了。 怎知，才走十多步就后悔了。虽然在白天他很少可能会被绑架，但是可能他会觉得寂寞吧？ 想着想着，算了，走到附近杂货店去买了一些零食，打算拿回去给他，顺便坐着陪他一下。
这样来回都不用5分钟耶。 当我回去中心时，竟发现，他人不在了，他妈妈载他回家了。

三条粗线滑下我的脸。==

被小孩耍... ...

那时还安慰自己，可能小孩子没什么时间观念，把“一个字”（即5分钟）想成一小时。后来，觉得自己还真的蛮 啊Q 精神。那个学生已经12岁了啊！！！哪会分不清这些简单的东西！！！

算咯~ 算咯~自己独吞零食咯~算咯~哼... ...

又有一次，两位学生在等妈妈时去耍中心隔壁家的狗狗，我懒懒地说了他们几句就放弃了。他们就一直去惹那只被困在篱笆内的狗。那只狗也挺生气，猛吠。
他们正玩得起劲时（还丢石头啦什么的），狗的女主人就走出来（应该也是受不了了）， 破口大骂，骂他们“死小孩”。呵呵，我当然是看戏偷笑咯。他们就躲进中心不敢出来。后来，男主人也出来了，拼命骂他们 kurang ajar （因为其中有一个学生是印度人）。我就随口讲讲他们活该，这场闹剧一落幕，我就回家了。呵呵呵......

唉... ... 小孩... ... 今天就到此为止... ... 我累了。要午睡下。

终于~

呵呵呵呵~我回来了~

终于~~~终于啊！！ 被考试折磨的日子已经告一段落。
“紫荆”城内相信很快就会恢复往日的生气了！真是值得高兴哦。
加上... ... 嘿嘿嘿~ 端午节嘛! 有粽子吃嘛！！ 老天，我还真是老实到一年吃一次那么多。
怀念哦~~

祝大家端午节快乐~

Finally ~

Finally ~ exam has ended .

I can finally rest properly now . And the 1st thing that came into my mind after this exam was HIBERNATE like a polar bear .Thank God .

OMG ~ I really really miss my bed , pilow and bolster soooo much .

And of course ~ Miss to be online toooooo ~

*cough* (although I online everyday while I was having exam )

BUT but BUT the feelings are totally different . The mood to online are different . And now is much more better because i dont have to be guilty to be online anymore . Yay!!!!

灭绝不明物体的一天

昨天，嘿嘿…… 我们可爱的政府派人来喷蚊油，6.30pm 整条街突然变云顶。
开心到~~
黑肝的我想：嘿嘿嘿黑……可恶的UFO（蚊子） 你们完蛋了！

哪知，下一刻就有一只不知死活的UFO站在我的手上猛吮，哇唠~ 要死了还那么贪吃……真是人为财死，＂蚊为血亡〃。
为了让它死得痛快点，免受毒气攻心而死，我牺牲一点内力， 运功一掌从它的天灵盖打了下去，不幸的，我控制不住力道，它的尸体有点走型，扁了。真是不好意思了。留不住全尸。
善哉善哉……
昨晚~ 最好睡的一夜（虽然很迟睡），因为少了不明物体的非礼，还少了那些“伊旺旺伊旺旺”的声音，大家都很安心得睡了。




PS：今天去到补习班， 其中一位学生送了一包糖果给我，说那时我教师节的礼物，然后抱了我一下，感动死了… … 呵呵~

大话 考试 ~ "sweat" 流直下 篇

今天等于灾难的开始~

身为国师~ 还好，这次我的罗盘还蛮准，没出卖我。预测的跟实战没太大差距。就是考题很容易，只是可惜，它要的答案难罢了。汗~

甲：“切......那还不是一样.....”
我：“... ... ”
（呜呜~为什么拆穿我）

（大戏开始 ！各花旦准备！）又话说...... （今天）在 “满城尽在答试卷” 的情况下... ... 唉~ 真是！死~伤~无~数~啊~啊~啊~啊~啊~
*咚咚~锵~锵~锵~~~

甲 ： “此话当真？” * 咚~锵~
讲古佬：“当真~啊 ~！” * 咚咚~锵
甲 ：“ 果然 ？？” *锵~
讲古佬：“ 果.....然~~” *咚咚咚~咚咚~锵~

* 观众- 摇头..... 感叹考试的恶势力... ...

*突然，风云变色~如国师所料，“一位 不知名的盖世英雄会踏着七色彩云，来营救我们”... ...

结果... ...
在我们充满信心的那一刻~

我们的“该死”英雄从云端掉下来，死无葬身之地... ...

一张大大张的 试卷 站了起来命令道：“给我~~~（咚锵）攻击！”
*锵 锵 锵 锵 锵
人与卷一片混乱，互相厮杀。
在还没死的一刹那... ...国师怀着遗憾奄奄一息的说：“ 一位 盖世英雄会踏着七色彩云，来营救我... ...没想到... ... 我估中了开头... ... 厄（吐了一口血）却估不中他的结尾... ... ”

*最后一幕, 国师含恨而终*
#落幕#

（哎哟！谁丢鸡蛋给我？ 哎呀！还有香蕉皮？！过分！）
Sorry ... ... i too pressure d ....SOBx
Qi Xin liao ~tmr still got exam ah ~ sob sob

　　@改篇自《大话西游》@

颖的皇族故事之~“御试”的来临~

话说~~最近， “紫荆”城内， 各位才高八斗的女秀才们， 秀女们， 宫女们， 甚至是 （女）阿哥们，公主们， 皇后与大皇 ， 都一起战战兢兢地面临着比天下大事更加大件事的灾害---年中御试。

大家天天在大内宫殿，不分日夜商议对策，如何打赢这场引起民众起哄的仗。看来~~ 这场漫漫长试又会再度引起一番血腥的场面，从此江湖就多事了，家破人亡是免不了的。

身为国师，拿出罗盘算一算，摇摇头，愿上有好生之德，还我一条全尸，愿已足以。呜呼哀哉~


算了.....佛祖啊（抱着佛祖铜像之脚）~~ 救救天下昌生免作于考试的受害者吧~

*我飞掉* 。。。。。。。。。。。。哎呀！*掉地*

想不到~~被踢到飞~~


看来这次~还是免不了一场腥风血雨~呜呜呜呜呜~大难临头各自飞，我搞失踪，大家保重~
拜拜.....还是去暗练比较好，至少死得好看点... ...
阿爸~原谅我吧~最近爱上历史~岳飞所写的“满江红”，希望你明白。

颖的皇族故事~ 出巡篇

今天， 跟着父皇， 母后， 艾妲己贵妃 ， 和萨蜡公主兼情妇 出街。 哈哈~
放学后， 坐上父皇的御用马车，来不及微服， 就出巡了。其实，我也是做陪客的啦，孝顺嘛~哈哈

父皇要买战衣打算要在宴会上大显威风的~呵呵呵......

后来，我们皇族一家大小，去Prangin 得泰和 用膳 ， 几开心一下。 哈哈......
父皇和母后都很开心哦，还把我们用膳的过程拍了下来。 呵呵~

可是为了本宫， 还是要提早回宫，怎么说都好， 教育小阿哥与小公主们也挺重要，不能失约（解：我有兼职，临时补习老师）。

终于，可以就寝，哈哈......（ 如果我有那么早就寝才有鬼呢！）
: P

奇迹

你知道什么是奇迹吗？
我们生活在现实中，对你我来说奇迹就是在绝望中看见的光明？是魔术？还是神的恩典，赏赐？还是不可能发生的是发生了才叫奇迹？
当然，每个人对“奇迹”这个词都有自己的看法。但是，这世上好多人都期待着奇迹的出现，但从不会去创造奇迹。
有大部分的人，无所事事，整天埋怨生活太平庸，没有奇迹出现。
有没有想过为什么你拥有蓝天？为什么会有清水和美丽的瀑布？
知道以前没发明电灯之前，人们是如何对待“点灯”的说法吗？对，就是奇迹。
那现在我们不是有电灯了吗？但那已不再是奇迹了？为什么上天要派个人下来创造电灯呢？
又有没有想过为什么会有生老病死？为什么我们会看到各种美丽的颜色？吃尽美食？听遍自然与不自然的声音？
那我们，还要什么奇迹？

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母亲节快乐

我今年已经19岁了,我的身边走过许许多多的人，经过一段说长不长说短不短的日子。
在众多的岁月里，我有一段我视为最珍贵的岁月 ，那就是我妈妈还在我身边的那段时间，我追亲爱的人消失的那段日子。那是无价宝，就算有人用上全世界的财富，甚至把全世界都送给我，我都绝不交换！如果有一天，我将失忆，那我肯定，要我失掉这段记忆将是毕生最痛苦的事，就好比割下心中的一块肉，就好比吞下毒药即将死亡而体内作出无畏的挣扎。

我那慈祥，美丽友高贵的妈妈是我最遥远的记忆，也就是记忆的开始。那张充满笑容的可爱脸蛋，那清亮的笑声，至今仍然记忆犹新，我是多么的想念她，多么想年以往与她共度的时光。

小时候，我很爱哭爱闹。偏偏父亲性情刚烈，而且最讨厌看见人哭闹。所以，当我开始哭时，父亲就会凶神恶煞地拿着藤鞭走来，我就害怕得脸色铁青而放声大哭。妈妈会以光速阻止父亲，然后蹲在我身边开导我。就算我真被父亲打了，她也会心疼的一边帮泪汪汪的我在伤口涂上药水，一边在哪儿轻声斥责我惹爸爸生气。

那时候，妈妈常带我去菜市场，我常吵她带我吃“云屯面”。她也就依我，因为她知道我爱吃。我也常乘妈妈在水果档前挑水果时，蹲在旁边卖活小鱼的档前，看小鱼儿游来游去。她看我喜爱小动物，就买了一只小乌龟让我养，那时我乐极了。

妈妈是个幽默风趣的人。记得很小的时候，妹妹总是分不出怎么用“盘”和“粒”的量词。有一次，爸爸问妹妹要多少饭时，贪心的妹妹要说十盘，却说成十“粒”。爸爸就抱着开玩笑的心态，故意拿大概一口饭装在盘子里给妹妹。妹妹就发脾气想哭。妈妈见状，就让妹妹坐在她腿上，然后当妹妹以为妈妈将安慰她时，妈妈却突然握住妹妹的食指，说：“别哭，来让我们算算看这里到底有没有十粒饭！一，二，三，四，…….”。母亲的举动惹得全家哄堂大笑，连妹妹也破涕为笑了。


日子是快乐的，直到我伤心欲绝的那一天，她永睡不醒的那一天，她灵魂消失的那一天。从此，之前与妈妈共度的点点滴滴已经成为我心中永远得相簿，烙印在我心中。同时那段记忆也成为我脑海中的一部戏，有时在我睡前自动播放给我看，那空空的天花板不知不觉已成为我的专属荧幕多年。那段美丽有短暂的岁月，那段没到十年的岁月，我永世难忘。就像那首苏芮的那首酒矸倘卖呒的歌词：根本不需要想起，永远也不会忘记…….

那段有母亲的幸福岁月，使我常向别人津津乐道的美丽往事。那就是一段物价的岁月，虽然她已被时间带走，但它始终都不能被我忘怀的岁月……
祝：母亲节快乐

Ma ma's day

Today ~ Sunday ~ and Mother's day .
Miss my mom a lot . *sigh*
#Flashback to ten years ago #

The 1st thing I gave my mom on this special day was a card , made by myself , mom was happy . Of course , I can't remember what had I gave her on the following years .

"Ying" that was how she called my name.That innocent period of time , never thought that her voice would ever gone , and that's my forever .

When I was 8 , the doctor said , she got cancer . And when I was 9 she passed away in KL . And then , since then , Mother's day is a day for me to recall those things that happen before her death.

Last night , was very happy , (J) said willing to share mom with me . Never thought a terrible person like me have such a lucky day , have met someone good .
Touched . Stayed up the whole night , could'nt even sleep well .
Today ....what a rainy morning ... ... Again ~ daily routine ~ and a sad dad , a sick uncle , a nagging step mom , and me . I swear this will be an end one day . I never let my dad down....One day he will be happy again , he has sacrificed all he had for me , and for sister .

Afterall , mom is still in my mind . Never forget her .

Appreciate your mom always , never answer back anything to her , afterall , when everyone is isolating you , she is always the one who stands beside you . Happy Mother's day to all of us .
Nice day . ^^V

My Uncle -Chikungunya Fever

Today , when I woke up . I felt so happy because my joint were not painful anymore , and I did not feel cold . That's mean my fever has gone already . yuhoo~

But ....afterthat, strangely , my dad drove my uncle to the clinic . My uncle is having fever too .
When they came back , my dad told me my uncle is having Chikungunya Fever!!!!!!

That's why I hate mosquito a lot !!!!!

Pity uncle ....now is walking in a bend-over position because he is feeling really painful in the joints (included fingers).

And now , I am his nurse. Have to remind him to take medicines , bring him water, look after him etc etc .

Everytime when he is walking I feel so sad and feel like crying . But , something beside my ears keep saying "Dont cry!" . Yes ... dont cry . I am now a person who have to look after another so I can't afford to be weak anymore .

My dad always says he is depending on me . I am always her eldest daughter. My brother is not reliable for him. And so I have to be the "half-man" in my family . *sigh*

Now , my uncle is refusing to let me help him . Uhh ...too stubborn . My Tan's family typical personalities...... STUBBORN , tough , egoism and yet kind and friendly . Huhhh ?????
Simple means : our bark is worse than our bite.

Nenenibubu ~~~ who cares , I insist to help him . Hehehe he is not happy . :P
Sorry can't help .
Hohoho~Sorry God wants me to be your niece and I have to help , that's my duty . Who tell you not to marry and dont have any kids ? kekekekeke So dont blame on me then .

lah lah lah lah lah (singing) ~
Haizz ...hope he will get better soon .

Caterpillar ????!!!!

Last few days , a friend of mine ...sent an e-mail to me to share something true that she saw from her Jambu tree . (I hope everyone knows what is Jambu ....that's one of my fav fruit..)

After I read her e-mail ...I was shocked ~ I could not even believe what have I seen .

There are around 50 ++ caterpillars in her Jambu tree !!!! Maybe now you will feel like "huh?" , what is so frightening about that ?

Check out this ... ...

Then you will know what I mean ... ...

~Her Jambu tree~

~The caterpillars and their "home".~

~CAN U SEE THAT ????!!!!~

According to my friend ...they are all longer than 8 cm ....Have u ever seen this kind of CATERPILLARS ????

~The photo above was their feces.~

~They line up one by one ...climbing up the tree to have their meal only at night !~

Now you know why ? For me ... ... worm can be considered as cute creature but this time , no !

They are eerie creatures ! Ewww , yucks and Arhhh!!

I think my friend should kill them all ..... who knows are those "caterpillar" aliens ? Or will they grow more bigger and bigger and end up having human as their meal ?

Scary to think about it ...dont you think ?

Me as a new user!

Weeeee ~ 1st time posting my blog here~
hehehehehe ...that is how peer influenced works actually hahahhaha
thanks to Yeu Shu and Ming who encouraged me to create a blog here ~
I promise I will be dilligent to update my blog as much as I can . Hehehe ~ Nice day .